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well im feeling kind of down right now …my husband is in texas and never calls me back..its starting to piss me off. he is suddenly to busy to talk to his wife..his “new friend” curtpatrick i guess is more important… but what the f**k ever. i dont care anymore. if i call him then he makes me feel like i am just a nucance and he has better things to do. im starting to feel like i just want to go off somewhere and not tell anyone. i just want to be alone and not talk to anyone. its been a long time since i have felt this way. i told him that i have been feeling this way and its like he doesnt even care anymore. he fucking sux. sometimes its not so good to love someone so much that they are all that you think about…because when they dont give you the attention you need or they dont listen to you when you need them to you feel like the whole world has stopped and you dont have anything left. then its like fuck the whole world.
