Chynkeye3’s Weblog

just to let you know ….i have no clue why you could possibly be pissed off at me, as far as i knew we were past all of the stuff about what we had talked about over the phone, then the next thing i know you and cici are whispering in corners and both of you are treating me like an outsider, so i just did what came natural….ignored both of you. obviously you didnt have the nerve to come and talk to me about what was wrong either so dont even knock me for it. by the way i dont “run to my little computer to write what i think is going on…” i rarely get on the stupid computer, and when i do i can write what ever the hell i want to just like you and cici can…i read her little comment too and this is a response to you both. honestly i dont know what i have done to piss you both off….i know the things that have been bothering me lately and i have no idea why they have been happening. i noticed a change in you weather or not it has anything to do with cici is for you to dicide. i dont have anything against her but in the same respect i dont like some of the things that she does. i have tried to talk to you both in the past but i feel that this has done nothing. im not stupid i was aware of the sly little things that you were doing when your family was here…ergo my silence. i dont feel that i have done anything wrong…so i have taken the first step and said “what's up”. you are right we will have to work together expecially next month when all three of us are working the same shift. so what is going to be the conclusion? are we supposed to work this out or should i just keep silent…its up to you both. i am willing to let all of this slip away and start over…but i need to know what happened so it doesnt happen again.

well we had the “big” meeting today. it didnt really cover the things that it was supposed to but whatever i guess that it isnt a really big deal. i can be nice to those few individuals that are trying to piss me off. everybody knows that they just need to grow the fuck up…so i guess that i will just have to deal while i am at work. outside of work is a different matter. they wanna fuck with me i can fuck with them right back. no worries, as charlie would say.
on a lighter side note. i have been hanging out with other people at work and making new friends…we (being myself, charlie, rizza,aiyano,kunyo,brian, and ryan) went out to karaoke the other night. we went and ate at this really nice resturant that was a tad bit expensive, i had the raw tuna and avocado wraps and 3 rum and cokes with 2 shots of tequila and a beer. then we headed out to the karaoke place that was a blast but i really suck at singing. i was a little scared and i didnt give it my best but i know that everybody was just being nice to me when they clapped. cuz i have a really bad voice. you can compare it to the worst person that you have heard of on american idol and i am still worse than that ! i actually feel sorry for the group enduring my three songs. i got really buzzy and had a good time though. i am just happy that i can make other friends and dont have to worry about the old ones that suck. oh well.

you know some people are just a real pain in the ass…
like when they talk about you and look at you while they are doing it…
or like when they know that you dont like them and they still bother to talk to you.
i love it when someone posses to be your friend then purposely does things to try and piss you off. for example….

you get out of an elevator and as you pass by they say that your a bitch.

they come into your work place with their whole family knowing that you dont like them and buy stuff frome you.

this one is my favorite…they get the supervisor to write nasty little notes about something that you did even though a different supervisor told you it was ok. like you did somthing wrong, infact making the supervisor who wrote the note look like a dumb ass.

come on now…how childish can people be…
if your going to try and hurt someone…your going to need to do a little better than that.